For years, I've been building these walls around me,
to protect myself from falling,
so that no one could get through it,
so that i can learn to be happy with myself,
even if it means being alone until the time comes.
However, this particular male companion, no different from any other male companion
came crashing through these walls that I've built.
He did nothing, but the walls collided.
I did not see it coming,
I've always thought that these walls are rock solid,
I've never thought that the presence of that particular person would actually make a difference.
Before our meeting i was happy,
After, I was still happy,
Then i get to know things about him,
And became happier.
I use to think of this feeling as a silly emotion,
People often get hurt,
Relationships get ruined,
But I also know that this feeling is a bliss in life.
To save our friendship, this is kept as a secret from that particular male companion.
I just have to keep strong, I would not want my emotions to get in the way.
As I love how things are now, it's perfect.